i wont forget how she used to pull me out of my bed for school.
i wont forget the aroma of the coffee she brew for grandpa every morn.
i wont forget how she brought me to sch/tk sch bus every morn.
i wont forget how she carry me to bed when i fell aslp watching tv.
i wont forget how she willinging buy me almost everything i want.
i wont forget the feeling of sleeping beside her.
i wont forget how much i used to chat with her b4 sleeping.
i wont forget how much she dotes on me.

i wont ever forget her.

i am such an UNFILIAL GRANDAUGHTER!

she left us this morning, without any warnings or signals..not at all. if only those freaking nurses respond to her callings, she would still be here with us. i didnt even see her for a number of days.

no more quarrels over money issues.
no more quarrels over maid issues.
n no more quarrels among sibilings.

rest in peace.

next few days will be hell for me. with the on-going classes tt i thk i still shld attend most. this week is in fact my siong week.. with lessons from mon to sun. n there seems to be tonnes of work to study. i m so tire....

unlike my grandpa who haf business frens, my granny know lesser pple. so only relatives are at her funeral. . good thing is tt she got lots of relatives.but pple are still lesser.

dear frens,
if any of you want to come down n pay respect,pls do contact me.
add : blk 614 , hougang ave 8

thanks to all for your concern. i m okay.


i m just a lousy grandaughter.

revision classes started for me!!morning class today.. it was like SO long ago since i last woke up this early. really had to drag myself out of bed!! slpt more than i shld n am late for class (again..), n diana was late too! no zh, no eunice, no liz, no charles, no any others same class as us today = no one reserve seats for us!haha! but lucky me n diana found seats at the second last row!

thanks to those who offer to give morning calls (knowing my lai chuan habit!). haha.. thanks buddy n a dear fren!

mugged n dine at whitesands aft tt!

i can see n sense that love is in the air for this new couple. how sweet~
somethings are just no longer the same. nothing is perfect.we cant simply have the best of everything.once u haf this, den you might not haf that. We just have to learn to be contented with what we have.. =)

ktv wasnt too bad today. but the kbox at marina square cant make it.. songs not very updated. its $10++ instead of the $8++,n also the control system is different. is it just marina square or the kbox system had changed? thinking back.. it was really long time ago tt i visited kbox. my previous ktv session was at party world i think.hmm.. enough of complaints .haha!

was told i was a different 'me' during ktv. wild n not demure? lol.. i was same all along ma...

its really amazing how different songs can bring u bck to different period of life.happy , sad, or crazy moments.

HOW MUCH HAVE YOU CHANGED IN TEN YEARS

It was MARCH 1997...
1.) How old were you?* 10 yrs old
2.) Where did you go to school?* yio chu kang pri sch
3.) Where did you work?* no where
4.) Where did you live?* tampines/ hougang
5.) Where did you hang out?* granny's hse
6.) Did you wear glasses?* nah
7.) Who was your best friend?* xue ling,elieen, shi min i thk
8.) How many tattoos did you have?* zero
9.) How many piercing did you have?* none
10.) What car did you drive?* still young.
11.) Had you been to a party yet?*not too sure.. maybe?
12.) Had your heart broken?* no.

FIVE YEARSAGO...........

It was MARCH 2002...
1.) How old were you?* 15 yrs old.
2.) Where did you go to school?* changkat changi sec
3.) Where did you work?* underage
4.) Where did you live?* bedok
5.) Where did you hang out?*Simei
7.) Who was your best friend?* paradise!
8.) Who was your regular-person crush?*cant reveal =X
9.) How many tattoos did you have?* none
10.) How many piercing did you have?* zero
11.) What car did you drive?*no licence
12.) Had you had your heart broken?* nope.

March 2007
1.) How old are you?* 20..nah 18 always!haha
2.) Where do you work?* not working currently
3.) Where do you live?* still in bedok
4.) Do you wear glasses?* yeah
5.) Where do you hang out?* anywhere...
6.) Who are your best friends?* paradise still! plus all my darlings from JC n SIM
8.) Do you talk to your old friends?* YES! bump into lots of pri fren in school
9.) How many piercing do you have?* one pair
10.) How many tattoos?* none
11.) What kind of car do you drive?* no $ to buy one yet =(
12.) Has your heart been broken?* sad to say.. yes


ktv tmr!!

so long nv see ade le. finally met her today for cycling, n pei her to dental appt aft tt. updates for each other really alot! there is really endless topic to chat abt. i love u my fren!

feel damn tire now. slacking so so much. sianz....

guess i having mood swing.. so happy just now yet in a foul mood now. yucky feeling!

hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. alright i m crazy....

mood swinginggg~~

shall finish the half-done maths paper b4 sleeping.

yes!! mock exam is finally OVER. surprising today's paper wasnt as bad as expected. mug till 3am ytd.. but i didnt finish studying so *white flag*. trouble getting up this morn to meet eunice,liz,charles n zh in sch...but so sweet of them to wait for me for lunch. roam ard bugis area aft paper... n had a nice chat with him near my hse area =) .love ya

*sry santi couldnt meet you for shopping today. got paper in the day.we still owe Kel a meal. n we owe paulus too!

i think i will do real badly for this mock exam. i really need to study and practise more. for the past week, amount of time slacking = amount of time studying.

thou i told myself no more friendster-ing, msn-ing , mass chatting,blogging... but i broke the mass chatting n msn-ing rule the very nxt day i uploaded tt post! lolx. i only kpt to the no blogging rule! anyway i cant believe that i actually left early for PBF exam that day! 3 hrs paper but i left aft 2 hrs!but i already did all i can.. at least i m better than jin li,hafiz n janice! lol.. they left much earlier than me but yet waited for me to come out! so we went eat haigzen das fondue aft tt. yummy~

went IT show last sat.SO MANY PEOPLE.a guy can shop for hours in a IT fair just like a gal doing shopping! =)

so happy that actual exams will be in expo!! haha.. so near my hse! great! no need free rides anymore!!! mug more.... intensive revision classes coming up....

CONGRATS FIONA!!

its 2.23am nw n my mei cant get to slp n asked me... " got the knocking sound lehx..u got hear it".....no .. i heard nth.. how errie...........

SO its the last mock exam paper tmr! stats 2.. i nv touch at all so far. 6 hrs to study everything.. i thk i might well burn n drink it! haha...feeling really sianz to study.maybe shall just give up. i will be bck to blogging tmr!!!updates and complaints!

anyway had always wanted to post the following.find the following pretty true(not all of cos)..wat do u thk?

JANUARY=SHYNESS
Fun to be with. Loves to try new things. Boy/girls LOVE you.
You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.
Quiet unless excited or tensed.Takes pride in oneself.
Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings.
Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly.
spazzy at times.Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets.
dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardwo rking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

no difficults in studying as stated above?i doubt so!

argghhh.... i simply screwed up my maths paper today! whats wrong with me man! well.. not exactly screw up, can pass.. just that i am asking for perfection in maths paper, where i can do all the ques. i just have high expectation for myself in maths which isnt a good thing i guess. i wonder why isnt my brain cells working this morn but only now when i see the paper again.spotted quite a few careless mistakes.lucky its just mock exam. i promise to sleep earlier the nite b4 my actual paper!

i guess today is just a bad day.started of with the 'sad' me due to smth. den the poorly done maths paper. n the news that granny is in hospital again. but lunching with su n santi was fine. SU!! she is so slim now.. like santi!omg~


enough of complaints. thk i am just giving myself too many excuse for not doing fine for today's paper.i just got to practise more. no more mass-chatting till late, no more friendster-ing, msn-ing, slacking... n no more blogging! haha..

this is my last post till mock exam ends. take care all n good luck if u are having ur exams too!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEL! (sry for forgetting =X)

feeling sad now.just feel like letting it out somewhere.
but i dun wan write the content....
i strongly believe i did n said nth wrong.
nvm ... i m just spouting nonsense.
i feel so affected.
i shld get back to my maths, sleep early for tmr's paper

i think i am dead this time. just realised that my stats paper section A questions are all theory questions worth of 50 marks! complusory questions. sian 1/2.

sometimes i do wonder if some people really care. if one really care... show it! if not the other party wont know right? =)

y is it that the one who show obvious care for me isnt u but the many others?

yeah... studying session at compass point was efficient and productive today!
one more maths question.. n off i go to my dreamland!

caught norbit with kang n fio today. its soooo funny..!

door bell just rang n guess who is it? postman!UK courier books over AGAIN.its examinations reports for the past years!cool.. can really aid me in my studies!

some things just ani't enough