i am just me

10:23 PM

n yah..forgot to mention just now.i have got a video of fiona playing the song jiang nan with her piano! really sounds so so nice! how i wish i know how to play! fiona.. can i upload ur video here? its just ur hands tt i took.. bleahx..ops =X

7:54 PM

Just home not long, n out from a warm n HOT bath.
feeling freezing cold ever since i got drench in the rain just now!!grrr.... went bukit timah area had lunch with fio, joy, eunice n zh aft econs exam. so aft lunch the rain was pretty heavy. 5 of us, 1 umberlla. so i decided to walk in the rain then! it feels shiok.. but COLD! headed to fiona's house aft that.we are enjoying as if its end of exam.. but!! we just finished ONE PAPER!
OH YA!! we bought toto today!! wahahaha. my first time buying toto!

did i mention that my econs paper was like hell today? *shake head*. if working marks are not given,i thk i will just FAIL! i am only confident in one ques out of the 8 ques i did!
and its 3 papers nxt week! all not prepared. maths 1 n stats 1 shldnt be a prob I HOPE. but PBF is gone case i guess! must study! but i m feeling so sleepy now.

so wats wrong now. its just the same as prelim bck then.forget it.i m not gona give a damn!

7:04 PM

Something Real

Staring down the boulevard
Crescent heights the city lights the way
To another wasted day
Shiny cars and shooting stars
California dreaming in my ear
I just wish that you were here
I'm dealing with scars
Just trying to see who we are
Nobody said it would be easy
Fighting your way through another day
I think I know how you feel
Looking for something that matters
Keeping it together when it's all been shattered
We all want something real

Summer's on a holiday
Pills to chase the blues away
Who knows just how far this story goes
So listen to the radio
Turn it up so you can sing along
Even though the notes are wrong
I'm building up walls
And trying to break all the falls
All your life you're wondering
We don't know what's happening
Somethings gotta give
Falling through the atmosphere
See the world in black and white
These pictures coming clear
How many times I wished that you were here

'A' level results out on friday! good luck to all. hope tpjc do well this year =)

n i suddenly rmb the day when i gt my results a yr ago. tt period.*shake head*
it took me abt a yr to recover, i thk i will nd another yr to 4gt.
cant be bother with too many things now.
u r just busy

12:59 AM

"got 3 best days of my life"

and of cos, i know what my dear friend is referring to. i will make that a fact, instead of smth i kept telling pple 'not counted'. this is call respect i guess.

awww... i am feeling emo~

n it this way again. . .

11:46 PM

shabbir was online n suddenly asked me : 'when is our nxt PW meeting?'
this makes me laugh! he was my PW mate in j1.i was the grp leader n always calling for meeting =X.haha!
so my reply was 'monday after school,at the bench near the side gate!'
and he continues with 'y not the library,den we stay till late for their free biscuits n milo!'
and this really make me miss the good old days.when everyone stays in library chiong-ing written report aft the promo exams.drafts after drafts.trying to get it done!weird that i actually miss PW now when we actually hate it so much back then! i will nv forget how my dearest grp mate bernard did his OP that everyone was laughing out loud! =)

went jay's house bai nian today.spent the rest of my day at there slack,game n study.thanks to him n his jc econs notes that helped me clear some of my doubts in econs! cant believe it.. my econs mock is actually just FOUR days away.phew~

bck to study mode. bye.

its the comfort level with you.

hope everything will be fine

10:35 PM

i am really amazed. with the many different shopping places n timing, we can actually bump into them at SIM LIM SQUARE FOODCOURT.of all places but there. seems really fated arhx. haha.. i feel nth at all. but i saw the similiar gong-ness.the simliar reaction. the sudden turning. just different place.different people.different way of grabbing. n no trembling.so ate burger king instead. =)

so its a pretty 'lucky' day. buy 2202. maybe u will win first price this weekend!

n yes! i finished 12 epi of hua yang
and econs exam is jus 6 days away!

anyway i m really happy for su! its all a misunderstanding!

6:25 PM

i miss u so...

3:35 AM

so my ABIT was 4 episodes of hua yang!!but at least i did manage to study while studying.
its a nice show..not alot of touching scences.but somehow i feeling emo.
the pure love. the sweetest love.the innocent times.

i miss it.

11:04 PM

How much you love me?
-but how do you measure love?

I will love you forever.
-but how long is forever?

its all about love.
-but what is love all about?

I am in love.
but how does love feels like?

Does love at first sight exist?
Committment or love?

studying econs nw. yawnz. gona tk a break n watch ABIT of hua yang shao nian shao nu. its a pretty nice show!!!

11:37 PM

first day of CNY ! happy new year to all once again.
this yr income isnt alot due to many reasons. but two 'wonderful' thing happened today!

firstly,my contact lens roll to the back of my eye when i was at granny house! really er xin. spent quite some time taking it out!

n here comes the more happening issue. haha.. i almost got myself into an accident!drove today!n i drove too fast downslope n papa felt tt i cant brake in time n will bang into the car in front so he pull the hand brake.. n the car skiddddsssssssss
no worries. the whole family is SAFE! =)
i guess no one will dare to sit in the car i drive in after this post! hahaa..

btw jiaye just gave me a good reason y studying will still fail exams!
study = no fail...
no study = fail...
study+no study = fail + no fail...
Study(1+no) = fail (1+no)
Study = fail
so no matter how hard we study. we will still fail. bleahx

had a long chat with the MIA su jus now!!had a short scolding session.lolx.i must say i really admire her. so strong n brave! sry to all guys n my dear, but i haf to say this - ALL GUYS ARE JERKS-! haha.. if ever i meet such kind of guy again. he will be off my fren list man!

*sry for the scoldings on the first day of CNY!! haha*

4:45 PM

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO ALL!!

hope everyone will have a wonderful piggy year ahead! =)

just finish helping out around the house. gonna go out soon.

bye dog. n here comes the pig!

oink oink.

1:22 AM

chatting with eunice and gang make me miss ktv so much! i want to go ktv!

but no no.. exams first =)

12:57 AM

Saw the following in liz's blog. find in rather meaningful :
At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."
- grey's anatomy

anyway HAPPY VALENTINE/FRIENDSHIP DAY to everyone out there! [know i am an hour late..haha, was busy since i on my lappie just now]

watched the movie just follow law today.quite nice n funny!thanks for the lil surprise my dear. the hand-made flower is nice.. n tt beary heart is real cute! love all! =) . n of cos i love the watch too!

having night classes for the nxt 2 days..which means i will miss the new 7pm show on channel U.-hua yang shao nian-.sad.anyway since it night classes. doubt i will be late! tmr shall bck to mugging mood agn!going sch early to study!the previous studying session ended shopping in bugis! lol.. so tmr shall be guai n study.

n ya.. thanks my darling eunice for ur lovely friendship gitf!! ( n charles for the THree sticks of chocky..lol )

12:38 AM

it seems to be so. but it dun seems to be so.

how much?

12:37 AM

but why?

5:11 PM

cny nearing. was packing my room whole day. haha.. the number of bags i have is TERRIBLE

and i came across this while packing. unforgettable memories~

n now. back to studying

12:55 AM

a sweet but sad song i found in my song list =)

If You're Not The One - Daniel Bedingfield

If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understandIf I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘ Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it,
I don’t understandIf I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I

n again. it was a nice day spent. i pretty enjoy letting out my tots to you n hearing your comments and words.thanks.
**n thanks for ur treat my dear. .

n a mth passes.....

2:32 AM

it was from 'i will learn to survive'...

to 'trying to survive..'

den to 'surviving..'

"surviving on..'

and hey

i survived..

the year ....

11:50 PM

my eyes are like closing now but my brain is damn active thanks to the mass chatting session i just had. mass chatting is fun!

sad that its the last econs lec ytd n last pbf lecture today (sad not cos i love pbf!!). agreed to attend today's useless lecture cos its the last session b4 mock exam. but we ended up skipping 3/4 of the lecture loitering n slacking. haha! anyway with the upcoming (many) revision lectures.. i doubt i will miss the lecturers!

yeah. its a new you =)

10:59 PM

the registration system for the e revision class is really HORRIBLE!!!

registration started at 6pm today ( n i rushed home from class just for it) n i only got it settled at abt 7pm? having so many pple added to one conversation in msn seems fun n exciting BUT confusing!!! so end up each n everyone just register for their own time slot..

feeling so stress ever since i got the timings for all my revision class..so so many classes..n seems like i have so little time left for studying. i've got a week where i got FULL DAY class for almost everyday from mon to SUNDAY. n yes, i got class on saturday n sunday.

just feeling stress n feel like complaining. end of complaints.

off i go.. morn class tmr!

good night

10:48 PM

i'm getting damn bored studying for tmr test. can someone pls entertain me?

maybe i can go friendster-ing.. ?*ShAke heAd*.. nono.. cannot..haha!!!

study study study

sianz

12:25 AM

had wrote a much longer post.. but end up just decided not to post.lol.....anyway hope bao love the present.dinner at 85 with u all was great!

n time spent in the day was wonderful too!

paulus bdae today.. happy birthday!!

1:59 AM

so end up i still didnt study n went reading my blog history! damn.. it really arouse my emotions!anyway it really fast that one year just passes like that.

and yah.. i saw this sentence in my blog "For the new year, i gonna learn to forgive and forget. i also must change the habit of being late for lectures. i must study hard too, and achieve GOOD results!!"

yes! forgive b forget.. n achieve GOOD RESULTS.so off my laptop now n study. but its already 2am =X

12:48 AM

happy bdae adeline! see you on sat! =)

so its a bad thing when i got too bored when studying.cos i ended friendster-ing. till i came across someone friendster n heard a song.just so happen that i on my speakers today which i usually dont. n i suddenly wonder how long that song is there....
this might just makes me delete another song from my song list maybe..

i guess it will just be a battle between me n the past.prays tt i win the battle...

friendster had always been the cause of all troubles. i shall stop friendster-ing for the time being!

anyway i still haven get to see the clip on the racist acts y 2 ah bengs tt jin li mentioned..but he did describe to me abt it. yah it is indeed funny but its very horrible too. y are these pple so bo liao?

hai.. hope i can conc studying.

yes i can.

7:44 PM

suffering from slight headache now.was doing stats the whole evening.i seriously thk i dont have enough time to finish studying..argghh. so stress suddenly!!mock exam starting in less than a mth! hai~

aft bao bdae celebration. i will MIA le..lol..study study n study like wat everyone is n suppose to do!!will be alive again in MAY!

bye~

dinner and study time