i tried driving my pa's car over the weekend. n its SO SO fun.lol...but i only drove only from my hse to TM.the feeling of auto car is abit different from manual car..

there is smth tt i must mention, francis is really a WONDERFUL driving instructor.love him lots!!haha... sad that i wont get to see him anymore.will miss his stories.will miss him. thanks QR for recommending back then. anyone need instructor?? ask me for francis number!

so exams are nearing!!went studying with fiona recently.the cafe in pasir ris library is really a good place for studying.no pple!! tts my study place! dun flood that area! n ya..thanks fiona for your little gift!! =)

more night classes are coming up~.. n econs test is nxt week.

going MIA in few days time. mug mug mug~!



now almost everyone knows abt it le. guess it shld be a gd thing.


a change in feelings?
a change in tots?
a change in direction?

but u changed my mind =)

sorry for the lousy feeling given.


so wats up there in my coconut head?

最近
李圣杰

你最近不说话
怎麽了为什麽
是不是有什麽事让你不快乐
听说你最近很孤单
有点乱有点慌
可是我却不能够在你的身旁
你想要的
我却不能够给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路

爱我却不能给你我全部
我能给的
却又不是你想要拥有的
我们不适合也不想认输
好几次我们抱着彼此都是想要哭
你常解释这样的一切都只是开始
我觉得是所有的一切早就已结束
不想再约束
不要再痛苦
下一次会有更好的情路
这一次我们都能很幸福

i PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!i was so so SO SCARED before the test n i msged so many people telling them my heart is jumping out!n when i was finally in circuit,my leg was shivering!grrr...but surprisingly i cleared my circuit without having any points being deducted!everything was perfect! my pts were deducted 3 times for the same thing- fail to check mirror. haha.. the pts deducted this time is 5 times lesser than the previous time! i m so happy!!!!!!

eunice passed her driving too!!

am watching tv while blogging..watching yu le bai fen bai... so damn funny. they got JJ on show today! his songs are great! heard sarang heyo, nice song. the song that accompained me thru the days when i was down....


back to study!

didnt update for about a week. had a really enjoyable past week.

night class last friday wasnt as bad as i thought. pretty ok. n i felt tt i seems to be able to concentrate better at night! well.. cos i m an owl. lolx..oh ya.. thanks zh n eunice for the birthday gift! =)

went cycling on saturday! cycled from my house to kallang!!cool!! slacking at kallang was nice.but the rain came n had to cycle back! caught in the rain =( . but was a relaxing day spent before exams start!

met up with sec sch frens for bdae celebration!! enjoyed myself.had fun chatting n tking photos. sometimes its not abt the place we go or the things we do. its just the people you hang out with.my frens rocks! thanks for the present people!

went vivo shopping ytd with j.didnt really spent ALOT.. but somehow got quite a few shopping bags,all thanks to the vivo voucher zh n eunice gave.n yah,thx for the lil surprise.. its really surprising!!was a simple yet enjoyable day!i love the 15.90~

n ya..thx for the pretty watch =)

today was pretty a nice day in school.. n thx zh n eunice once again for their belated bdae card!! really did conc for almost whole lecture.. till the last 30 mins.. cos i was busy reading jin li's script for his school show.the story line is so interesting n funny.. but well... seems like the day didnt end really well.


so driving test is tmr. good night to me..


end of today's post

y complicate simple things in life?

let things remain the simple way.dont allow 3 people to mess up your life.u might seems not to bother. but its obvious how much it actually matters..its just a wound there, slowly transforming into a scar.open your heart, let it go. you wont learn from happiness.but u learn from pain.be on the right track, not like them doing things at the back.. actions of the bad ones just show how 'low-class' they are.the bad ones will get the retribution they deserve.i hope.

she was once an angel to u, but now a devil. they were once great pals, but no longer..words twist, people change. how many such people are there out in this world?

i not gona allow anyone to mess up my life either.my life, i live it! no one gona affect the way i live.

get out of my mind. get out of my life!


m i able to live thru this?

i survived through today!was feeling so sick,dead n gong the whole day.didnt really even eat for dinner just now.i cant believe that i actually slpt at 10PM ytd!10PM!i thk for the past 6 mths i nv slp SO EARLY before. but was up at abt 3am feeling feverish n sick. but didnt cancel the date with eunice n zh today cos it wasnt easy for us to find a free day + tickets were already booked.

so after rejecting so many people to watch death note 2( cos i didnt watch part 1) , i still end up watching it with zh n eunice today.its really a nice movie.worth watching!

btw thanks fiona for all your help regarding the submission of assignment today! =)

bump into adebao on the train home today!so qiao!

oh ya.. do u pple know that the closing door sound for mrt ("doors closing,tutututututu"),it actually 'tu' for 13 times? lolx.. well.. tt was jin li's findings!n its true!!


i think i need more rest.


but i'm stronger now

life is really unpredictable. you can never know what will happen tmr.

so i m suppose to study now,but yet i m still in front of my lappie!

somehow i seems busy today.not studying,but replying pple!hp seems ringing non stop with msg from diff pple(but replies were only fast for certain ones =X).n on msn was flooded too. n i m really stress now.. aft fiona told me how much time we are left with.. to complete so many things before exams! argghh... settle down to study SG!

btw.. i appreaciate my dear frens for planning everything.i know how troublesome it could be! =).. n its always the biggest matter when it comes to money issue..n its a time when all of us go broke together!lolx.thanks my darlings~!! see u all soon =)!

went to sakura international buffet restaurant at downtown today.the buffet there is really good. worth the money.. n got lots of variety! i recommend all to give it a try when possible!

**thanks pple for early bdae wishes!


can sense the difference in the way u r treating me..
time is all we need.i'll learn to trust again.


forget the past

woke up only at 8.50 today!!n my class was 9AM!!!!so guess i happily off my alarm this morn without myself knowing!cos its stats.. so i haf to attend,if not i wun understand! got myself prepared in 20mins,nv so fast b4,den got pa to send me to mrt station..but when i reached school, the lecturer happily gave an hour test(which was simple n i finished in half an hour),n announced that we can leave aft the test!! no lecture at all today!!so i rush all the way dn jus for half an hour in school!! haha!!!

alright,enough of complaining.going out for dinner soon.


changes in life will slowly be revealed .. =)

back not long from jogging.really LOUSY!thk i only managed 1.6-2km. sad.i must jog MORE!the last time i jog was like MONTHS ago la! do wonder where i gt the strength to go jogging just now.i didnt really slp last night due to some reasons.i didnt haf breakfast nor lunch,but just cakes n kueh during 2 of my break time... n thus i was SO DEAD when i was back from jogging! hahaa.. so hungry~. out for dinner. MORE to update later!

i realise no matter how moody i m,how much i dont feel like talking...i will always turn talkative when i met those chirpy frens of mine.

econs wasnt that bad today.=)

the following was wat happened when we got too bored during lecture!haha!





time to practise for my maths test.bye.

just up not long from a 3 hr nap.was really tire..not enough slp last night i guess.up early in the morning for driving lesson,then headed for my dental appointment.

was surprise to see tabitha on my way home.she looks different.

anyway i was really pissed at 4 kc gals who didnt want to move in the bus when there was so much space at the baack!few poor vjians just didnt manage to get up the bus cos of them.so incosiderate!

saw many school students today.i miss the days went i was still in school uniform.i miss the standard school days.i suddenly dont feel like growing up..but to go back to the secondary school days.the times when it was carefree..everyone was so innocent.

people out there are just so incorrigible.i hope i didnt know the grp of disgusting people.



gonna be real busy i guess.pbf assignment not done.maths n stats test not studied.exam fees payment not settled(must go all the way to RELC to settle!).phn bill not paid.more driving lessons coming up.having a NIGHT class soon(6pm-9pm!!yawnzz) n of cos... must STUDY STUDY STUDY for the upcoming exam~~~~......


how to forgive and forget?

can the past be forgotten?

~ some sweet moments~ ?!??

small world!!lol..i thk i m just fated to c the gal.saw her so many times!!n as always,she didnt see me =p. not sure y i almost wanted to siam.but end up i still look up n greet the guy. we were a distant apart so things wont feel so weird!if the gal see me too, den i thk we will really feel WEIRD!


another day wasted.stress. i am not studying!! HELP ME!!gana pull out by ma to shop n makan today. but well.. good thing was we shop she pay.i didnt get much stuff also la.. just a nice pairs of shoes for cny! =)


driving test NEARING~!!!!!!!!!!!!!

EXAMS NEARING~!!!!

ARGGHH....

hahaaaa... i m stressing myself!

after reading mdm adibah's blog. i am feeling emotional again. she really got lots of life stories to share.and each of them is just so....heart-wrenching?

it is NOT RELATED TO ME AT ALL. but somehow after seeing n knowing it, i just feel so xin suan ( so ER XIN). i just not sure why. maybe cos it reminds me of the past? or is it just me... get xin suan easily these days over such stuff i know?and that stupid kind of feeling just come back.i guess its all the familiar stuff maybe. i just not sure...i think cos it was just so er xin!

but..the cycle did happen.m i suppose to feel happy?no.. but instead i feel like breaking down.weird me ar.the more i see hw strong the person is( or maybe try to be), i feel like breaking down. i guess it just remind me of the past me. haizz.. the world is jus so full of ugly and shitty and scary people!!
yucks!!


pretty tire today due to full day class. yawnzz.. was caught in the rain when walking home just now. but its fun walking in the rain! hahaaa


having full saTURDAY class soon.. got 2 tests n assignments to hand in nxt weeekk.. so many things to do!!!!


n i m suppose to study but instead i meeting up the s17 gals for shopping tmr~. hahaaa...(nvm la.. once in a while)

i m useless when it comes to saying comforting words

i am just so emotional

OMG! just got to know smth that doesnt concern me at all. BUT.. i was just really disgusted. cos i just know them all n know quite abit about all.guess i just know a grp of disgusting people.haha

the 9pm channel 8 show just now really shows "alot"..

anyway i am going MIA real soon! in 1-2mths? haha... cos got my exam timetable.haha.



its not the way i thought i will feel..

HAPPY 2007!!

home not long ago. watched fireworks with my family instead of frens.its really nice..but i thk the one at marina bay on national day'05 was still the best!somehow after so many times, i still love seeing fireworks. in future, watching fireworks will be a must thing i must do with my Mr right! HAHA!!

its 2007! my new year resolution
1. PASS my driving! - i cant let *YOU pass earlier than me.fat hope. =p
2. Study study study real hard for my exams!no more playtime(i hope)

for the time being only this 2.=)

oh yah.watched curse of the golden flower a few days back.not bad.


will be out to study on tues with my 2 dearest!2nd day of new year study le.hardworking right?

** i suddenly feel like learning guitar.

**i suddenly miss blading


well.. its late at night..brain not functioning i guess. n seems like i am spouting nonsense above? nvm. good night!


a brand new year! the new begining. it all starts here.....