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Tuesday, December 26, 2006
3:51 PM

i am back from malaysia!!! haha..

well. the trip there this time was somehow nicer compared to the other years. i not sure y too. there is this really big shopping mall i got to mention in KL - time square.its a must go shopping mall i feel.the mall has 10 floors!! it got the upper class shops(levis,city chian...) on the lower levels,n the shops for teens(like far east) on the upper levels.they also got bowling alley,cinema and indoor theme park!

the roads there are pretty scary esp at night.i thk i was almost knock dn by a motorbike if i didnt siam fast enough.i was by the side of the road when it drove really fast towards me n i thk i was in face with the driver before i siam-ed.haha

n i saw an accident on the road.didnt witness the whole process though, but saw the body on the floor covered by NEWSPAPER. weird.i m shock this is how they handle dead body.

anyway thanks to all for your christmas and new year greeting messages!!lousy singtel took abt 4 hrs for all my msg to come in when i was back in spore. hence didnt manage to wish many of you.sorry about it. =)



tmr mama wana go perm hair.jie wan perm n dye... n they are tempting me to dye also!! new year must have new hair style? well... i m still deciding.i dun wan to look weird.maybe i shall be guai n kp to my current hair colour?


*mushroom!!!if u happen to see this, i want those pictures on ur bdae!

papa bdae today. happy birthday!



its a mugging week for me!shhh...DND


Saturday, December 23, 2006
12:02 AM

2006 is coming to an end, n we will soon be welcoming the brand new 2007.

This year, could be the most complicated year in my life. the start of the year was truly very bad. Changes in my life started when my relationship turned upside down. the day I received the news and witnessed that scene, was the day that my world darkens suddenly. Weeks ltr, my A lvl results came out. For me, it was really BAD results. I was really sad. I was just so so disappointed with myself. I just didn’t know what to do. With everything that was happening, I was just a lost soul. Bad things continued happening. My family, conflicts was never ending.Life was just bad.

However, as time past, I slowly recovered from everything. For this, I gona thank all my frens who was there for me and also those who were concern about me. This special thank goes esp to my paradise gang of frens,santi ade liz hs. Million thanks to all 4 of you. I was also lucky to haf hs n ade at work with me. They just bring laughter to each n everyday of my office life.

Working in SCB this year was a pleasant experience for me. The people there were nice. The working environment was good, I really miss working there. Anyway, soon aft I quitted from scb, bad news came again. I was rejected by the ntu n nus. I was really lost, cos I really DUN LIKE the idea of going sim. But I didn’t haf a choice.

After school started, things got better. I am unaware of the reason, but I just seems to enjoy life. I was less bothered by many things. And also, I realized SIM wasn’t that bad after all. I changed my driving instructor. I really love my current one. Thank qr for recommending=). The only bad thing was that I had terrible acne outbreak!

In the next few months after school started, I had intensive driving lessons. I also meet up with many of my secondary school frens. Qr,kc,Justin,yh,,xx,paradise..blah blah..We even had a BBQ on oct!! but also in the same month, I failed my driving. But no worries, I wasn’t sad at all!! Just sort of pissed.

In SIM, I do meet lots of nice people. Here,I became much closer to Fiona. . I knew zh n Eunice, 2 of my crazy but nice frens. Craps n scandals with them were a lot. We do open up to each other a lot..haha.Thanks u 2 for ur listening ear, for advises, and also thanks to them, I never fail to get a seat whenever I m late for lecture!. And also.. I got to know jl. He is someone I felt real comfortable chatting with. Haha… his auntie action, craps n jokes seems endless. Nice knowing him. Wish him all best for his upcoming event!

Well, in nov,something changes part of the inside me again. I am not really sure if I make the right choice back then to teach. But at least, I lived the following month happily. Thanks. Learning to blade was fun.

I believe i am a strong person now.This year, things I heard, saw and experienced, just made me realize one thing. Humans are the most scary creatures on earth. haha

For the new year, i gonna learn to forgive and forget. i also must change the habit of being late for lectures. i must study hard too, and achieve GOOD results!!

As mentioned before,I will be changing my blog add. I said this for so so long, but end up liz changed it even faster than me =p. the current one – dosemoments.blogspot,com will no longer be there once 2007 reaches, it will just represent a brand new start ba. Frens can ask me abt my new add if you peeps wana kpo about my life. Meanwhile.. I still thinking abt what add to change to!

Anyway,for all and all above, I just wana thank everyone out there who make my life wonderful! Thanks a million!

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all! =)
May 2007 be a great year for everyone!!


Wednesday, December 20, 2006
10:54 PM

resume my driving lessons today. dunno why, but just felt so happy after driving lesson though i drag myself to go for lessson before that. just feeling so relax n nice on my way home. that really carefree feeling just returns suddenly.

ohh yah..sry frens for ugly christmas cards n poorly wrapped gifts. last min shopping and also pretty tight on cash ar =X. its the tots that counts yeah?? =X



my life, i live it! =)

mushroom bdae!! meeting my dear paradise frens!!

** happy bdae hwee see!!


Tuesday, December 19, 2006
10:39 PM

was really shock with that phone call ytd.i didnt expect it n didnt dare to expect it.but it was nice.hope it wasnt a call by accident..


anyway,i m here to complain again! wahahaha..
my slippers gave way in the middle of the rain!!

well.. it all started this way.my left slipper broke aft lecture.borrowed joy staple to staple the slipper strip back on,n pasted a plaster over so that i wont step on the staples.creative n clever me right?but!! as i walked to the school entrance.it gave way again.brillant jin li 'heal' my slipper in another way.pray that it will last all my way home n i thought it will,however it broke again when i was walking IN THE RAIN home from the MRT station.argghh. . n i drag the slipper all the way to the traffic junction,took it off n cross the road BARE FOOTED. i am sure i look like an idiot!

just talk on the phone with bao.her slippers broke today too! so qiao.the last time i broke mine(which was few mths ago),she broke hers too!we were cycling together. n today.. our slippers broke on the same day again...


anyway,thanks zh and eunice for the christmas present.i love them lots!
n thanks zh for those papers. was really shocked that you printed for me.never expected that =)

was analysing with frens if it is better to be with the one you love or be with the one that love you. lol.... was told that for gers,being with the one who love u is better..more secure.. n feeling can be pei yang. cos guys are norm the one who side track. how true can this be? shrugs. just listen nia...


i did hope the one who put in extra effort wasnt others but ....




life goes on =)


Monday, December 18, 2006
7:56 PM

i am shocked to see frankie today at tekong..guess he was as shocked cos we just gave each other that shocking face.anyway,i seriously feel that it look more like a chalet then a training camp! seems fun~

i m feeling emotional once again.

the trip there was simple.though it will just be a few days,i saw the tears behind her eyes.n somehow.. i can sense how she is feeling. hearing the song "because of you" before leaving the place wasnt a nice feeling.


i think i have been decieving myself too much.but no matter wat,maybe i just have to learn to move on..cos i believe he had move on too.i thk my fren is right.its just that special place in heart but not the feelings.n i believe,that place will be there always. i have live these days just the way i like..without thinking too much.it wasnt that bad after all.but its time to get back to the real life.the world isnt that beautiful after all.


i guess none of us know wat we truely wants.

oh god.. i just heard a song that i think i will hate the song for life!....

i really dont like people who wear "mask".. but frankly speaking.who dont wear a mask.... i think everyone do! its just the number of masks one haf n how fake the mask is..just dont give different impressions at different times.

i am pretty disgusted.

never give the wrong impression.


never hope. just let it comes.

life goes on...


Sunday, December 17, 2006
12:36 AM

"Learn to forgive and to forget. Avoid looking back and dwell onto the past as it brings us nothing but pain. Think of the endless possibilities that can happen in the future instead."


quoted the above from qr. meaningful n true =)


Friday, December 15, 2006
8:37 PM

Some photos to share =)


with our 'dearest' form teacher - mr heng

my vice-heads n me.haha!

me n paulus

picture with miss goh!ops.. she is mrs te

with zhang lao shi! our sec 1/2 form teacher. very motherly

another motherly teacher..mdm adibah =)

the dinner at changkat last night was simple.i am just glad to see so many long time no see teachers!!! zhang lao shi,she was so so nice to us in our sec 1 n 2 days.surprise to see her ytd.mrs loke,mrs pinto,mrs yeong,blah blah blah.. were all there.miss tnt was there also!!i really love her chem lessons last time!but her good fren mr raj wasnt there.haha

sheikh n khairul were there ytd too.khairul seems shock when he see me!i will never forget his first sentence to me when he saw me:"you look so different,your nose became sharper"." dotzzz... haha.. a sharper nose... i must have lied alot!! lol

well.thinking back.. many of my secondary school teachers are pretty good.they had put in effort to help us.really regret that i didnt work hard enough to go into the local unis.. haizz..


anyway thank justin for the ride home (though u turn a BIG round to santi hse before getting me home..lolx), n also mdm adibah for getting the tickets for us.



had fast food for all my meals today! kfc for lunch and mac for dinner...hahahah


Thursday, December 14, 2006
12:34 AM

be careful.


Wednesday, December 13, 2006
10:52 PM

previous posts seems pretty negative ar?this shall be a better one!!

went blading last week!! i cant believe it!!!... but i actually blade from my house to east coast park!! sounds pro ar? but i still cant really make it. but its really fun blading!!i love it!


badminton 2 days ago was fun too! so long nv play le. my whole body is aching so badly now. haha!

went compass point walk walk ytd to buy some things.nth much there.haha.oH yah... thx fiona for ytd n also paul for the ride =).

feel so awake now.wonder y. last night pia maths assignment till real late n up real early today ( but was still late for class!haha), n with full day lesson, i shld be feeling tire?but i am not!mayb cos i was having 'fun' during pbf class with those talkative friends of mine! haha.. peh's lecture was real boring.. n we were looking at mjc yr book for half of the lec.

i shld get bck to my mugging mood SOON. mock exams nearing.. haizzz




sorry and thanks =)


Monday, December 11, 2006
12:08 AM

AQUARIUS WOMAN
If you are in love with a woman in this zodiac be prepared to be very happy
or be very sorry. She is a very busy person with her own matters similar to
a guy in this zodiac. She is able to live by herself without any guy in her
life, a very strong person indeed.

Not because she does not have a dream guy, but if she can not find such
person, so what. Because she thinks she could do anything that a man can
do.
She is a leader , a real confident type.

She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the
door
herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time,
and she is not patient enough to wait around for that. If she starts to ask
you out, do not think she starts to flirt
with you,but because she thinks
it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.

She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a
chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction,
but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her. She is a daring
type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same
society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her.

Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone. If she breaks up
with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and
agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person
again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the
word

"Love".

She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if
you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She
loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the
same. She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow.

She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her
win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject. She is a straight
forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you
straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she
say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.

She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will

survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will
certainly
take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan". Do not
have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she
is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes
that.

You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her
will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person,
she
is just as fragile as any woman. She is a fun and talkative person and she
likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave.

She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do.
If you want her to work for you, forget it. When she is in
love, she will
just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for
long
she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a
"Working Woman" then you will be OK.

If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will
last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of
"pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in
fact she is a 100% woman. She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she
really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and
will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident
and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.



got this from QR. seems pretty true,most la..not all of cos.
but i thk i m not the confident type.i do like to shy away from unsolved matter.haha


Sunday, December 10, 2006
12:36 AM

wat haf i done. seems like i m wrong. i have no idea


stab me


12:18 AM

sorry for invading.

thank you for the past month.i lived it happily.

its a sad decision.


Saturday, December 09, 2006
7:28 PM

Should i stay -by Dreamz FM( meng fei chuan)

Had a drive
Driven by your love
But when you messed around
I lost the drive I found

Thought you needed
Needed someone true
But you changed your mind
Or had I failed you?

Wish you’d been
Careful with my heart
But you tore it apart
And broke an angel’s heart

The kiss was true
Has to end somehow
But I am livin’ proof of what love is about

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

You played me on
Played me like a clown
But I feel for you
Eventhough I’m down

My heart is heavy
Heavy like a rock
But I am so amused
You’re still in my thoughts

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I gotta know
Should I stay or should I go?

Oooohh…should I stay?
Should I go?

It’s hard holding you
Loving you, losing you
It’s sad to be true
And be fooled by you
I don’t know (I don’t know)
I wanna know
Should I stay or should I…?

This time its done
It’ll never feel the same
But we had some good times
Guess it’s sad just the same

I guess the truth
Doesn’t matter somehow
But you were livin’ proof of what love is about


Friday, December 08, 2006
12:33 AM

a drive is needed in everything. my drive had arrived..after so so long,i've finally decided..hope my decision stay strong(which they always dont,haha). wish me luck =)


to 2 of my dear friends.we shall all be free from troubles k!2 of u almost settled,or already settled,its time to settle mine too!we shall remove all distractions n start mugging together real soon!n only allowing a break at '10.30' yeah.winks*.haha. wish us luck!


might be giving a password to my blog.close buddies of mine can just ask me for it.no prob!! MIGHT la..still thinking abt it..mayb wun.


y cant the heart n brain just go together? the heart shld follow the brain~
ok i m not making sense


Saturday, December 02, 2006
10:58 PM

i have quite a few people to thank today.

thanks zh for offering your jacket. was really cold in lecture.sorry if it resulted in your flu! take care k!

thanks qr for taking my bag.

thanks qr's fren for offering to pull me back.so much faster.

thanks santi for helping with my wound.

thanks qr for ur plaster.

thanks qr's fren for the alcohol plaster.(no salt water pls!)

thanks qr for planning today.

and thanks everyone for the wonderful day!

(thanks qr for pulling santi back <-- help bamboo thx u!haha)

after thanking people, its time to complain!! my wound HURTS!!had a terrible fall today...well..of cos they cant save me from falling like cy did when he taught me.

bathing is so suffering for me. *shake head*. horrible.but i still manage to wash my wound twice with soap when home.external pain is after all better than internal.lol.... sorry ade.. gona cancel swimming tmr due to my wound...


(**n of cos... thx cy for teaching me blade... i m a lousy student. still cant make it =X)



might stop blogging for some time. shall see how.kp the tag active!=)


Friday, December 01, 2006
1:50 AM

the following really a good webby for frustrated pple!haha..
http://www.abunawaf.com/mix/store2/mulakama.swf


stab me!