i'm feeling guilty.My parents had such high hopes on me.but i let them dn.
mei having PSLE dis yr.pa was saying dun dare pin too much hope on her.n also said tt the he had the highest hope on me actually...actually i do know. since young,dey always thk i m the smartest among the 3.but the fact is i m not.haha.i m such a let down.

i wasted 2 yrs of JC life.if only i had studied hard enuff.i shldnt haf slack n play so much.i shldnt have gt into tt worthless relationship too.(save all the troubles also!)thou relationship dint really affect much,but it do affect ABIT i thk.no pt thking bck.beta work hard for nw...

Ytd ma was worrying for me.haha.cos i home from sch le jiu slp for 3 hrs plus.den she was saying so jia lat.sat still gt class.everyday travel up n dn n stuff like tt sure tire myself out.hw cum so jia lat...
the fact was..i m slping cos i m bored.not cos i m tire.n my timetable is not stressful at all.got off days some more. but cos my previous off day i went out,but she tot i gt sch.aiya. jus feeling bad. time for some reflection.



so angry.he actually dint reply my msg.hw m i suppose to return the slping bag..haiyo~