sad! i dint attend the OG2 dinner jus nw.shld be nice,since we all know one another so much better aft all the lecture we attended.all thx to my acne outbreak.spent so much $$ seeing doctor,so better not anyhow eat.n also,i'm so ugly...so want to stay hm most of the time till i recover.haha.so dont ask me out yet my dear frens~.

granny in hospital.admitted in the afternoon.so sad.visited her jus nw.last yr this period she was in n out of hospital.it had been a yr since she last admitted.hope she recover soon.

i sense purely friendship.=)

wow.time passes so so fast ever since i m bck to sch.1 week aft another.so fast.today is thurs,

fri - maths class
sat - stats class
sun - rest
mon -dental + going airport study w fiona
tues - econs class + driving
wed - pbf class
thurs -bck to sec sch (mayb)
fri - maths class again! + movie
sat - stats class......

n 1 week will jus passes like tt.....argghh...its so fast.without me realising,it will soon be econs class again!n i haven read those notes yet.was complaing to sis.was told i sounds like fast forwarding life..lol

as i promised.i gona thx my dear fren here for helping me check movie timing ytd.haha
thx ar zhong han.winks*.ya.i know i owe u 2 milos. including the one for the failed mission.=)

decided to see fiona's doctor i guess.if nt mayb go see my family doctor ltr?i shldnt drag on le.hope my face recover sn.sob sob

n ya.stunned tt jay's ma called me again jus nw.was jus telling ade at lunch tt everything 'rest dn' le.was at hm.tok to her in a diff way,more polite i guess.den ma ask me who was tt...how cum tok so funny one?i was like "fren lo" n walk away.sweat~.lucky she dint ask further.haha.anyway.she is still as nice la.she is jus like another of my close fren tt i can chit chat with.but do feel stress tt i still recieve her call.aft all.we r no longer related n will nv be related again.will we b able to remain as jus frens n chat?i hope she is not taking me as 'someone' other dan fren.weird ar..funny relationship i haf w her.but yet.she will be a great fren!feel really bad if i reject her call n stuff.hope her cough recover sn.=)

so sad.hai.gt TERRIBLE acne outbreak recently.as suggested by pa,ya...i shld find a doctor sn.

really unlucky yr.one bad ting cums after another.but yet,it seems tt i still enjoying life. hw weird.haha.

sometimes i do wonder wats blog for.haha.its like really personal tots cant put here.so many pple reading.yah,there is something call set password.but pple dun read blog den funny also.??hmm...wats blog for?lol.

blogging w my laptop nw!finally got it.went ntu again 2day to collect it.

went IMM 2day.long time nv go there.changed quite alot.went to a farm also.pretty intereting.got rjc pple feeding goats there.wahaha.n ya,saw baby puppy there!! its so so SMALL.jus like a tidy hamster!so cute!i never go to a farm b4 lo...

gona thx jin li for driving me to ntu.=).thk used up lots of his pa's car petrol 2day.felt so bad..

hmm...realise in uni many guys drive de.so sometimes can jus can hop on.haha.hmm..if charles offer a ride again tml.i can save on transport fee!.haha..bad me.


had a great day ytd! went kbox w my dear bao.den headed to ntu order laptop.had fun visiting frens' hall. stacey n kat's room is so damn cool,cosy n nice!love it so much.when i left ntu was already 7+ la,spent the whole day out,was so tire but still gona stand all the way from boon lay to tanah merah!no seats!argghhh.but still a nice day.


argghh..time to study again!this week haven touch notes yet.shall haf a mugging weekend!

the channel u 10pm show is so nice.but the story is so sad.sob sob.btw,who watches tt show pls tell me?i wana know some missing parts of the story =)

i love gossiping.haha

i m the late queen nw! ever since dunno when(actually i know when),i always have the habit of being late. i muz change!haha

was late meetin diana again today!agreed to meet 8.40 at dover but i was still at...city hall?promised her not to be late tml!haha...zhong han n eunice was "complaining" asking us to b early,if not veri pai seh to book so many seats.muz thx them.always booking seat for me without me telling them.

diana going give us miss call tml morn!haha..eunice also offer to call me at 6am!i told her NO!!haha.. alrite,i promised all i will be early k! if not...i shall go according to zhong han's plan.treat all to lunch lo...gt diana,eunice,charles,liz,zhong han.....omg,so many pple!! so conclusion is: i beta be early tml!haha

go watch my show den turn in le!!good night.

haha. went batam shop today.jus gt some clothes.nth much there....

some pictures from ytd.haven gt the rest from wendy yet =)




8/8/06




did i mention tt i cut my hair?haha


anyway,jus some tings to share...
meet n chat with my new n old frens dese days.i m pretty shock on hw diff pple gt diff views on relationship.some pple r in a relationship jus for the sake of fun.some r seeking for company while others jus wan the honeymoon period.of cos there r serious ones too.n also. i m shock tt hw relationship can look so sweet on the surface but deep inside actually they r not doing well.every relationship gt its own prob.if urs is bad,dun sulk k..cos u r nt the only one facing it!=)..n ya.for gals..like ard my age or younger,they will most prob still not wan to settle dn?(but thk its minority?),n most guys will only go serious aft NS. if u r serious,den thk FAR,if not 4gt it.haha.happen to hear many cases of bf/gf diff religion so...ya..cant be together.pretty sad.religion is a sensitive issue...

haha.omg..i suddenly sounds like a pro.share more nxt time.hahaha

yawnz.wow its so late nw.online at 11+ wanting to blog le go slp.but was like gana flooded in msn.still on msn nw.n i feel like i m matchmaking sm pple. =X

had a wonderful day today!had econs lecture.demand n supply wasnt tt complicating,jus tt ltr part of the lecture i lost concentration.so was like abit gong.haha

rushed home n got out to watch fireworks!! its so damn nice!!!really enjoyed it!
actually got lots to say but too tire to continue.sleeping time..

- well... i cant believe he is a gay!!- hahahaha

i'm feeling guilty.My parents had such high hopes on me.but i let them dn.
mei having PSLE dis yr.pa was saying dun dare pin too much hope on her.n also said tt the he had the highest hope on me actually...actually i do know. since young,dey always thk i m the smartest among the 3.but the fact is i m not.haha.i m such a let down.

i wasted 2 yrs of JC life.if only i had studied hard enuff.i shldnt haf slack n play so much.i shldnt have gt into tt worthless relationship too.(save all the troubles also!)thou relationship dint really affect much,but it do affect ABIT i thk.no pt thking bck.beta work hard for nw...

Ytd ma was worrying for me.haha.cos i home from sch le jiu slp for 3 hrs plus.den she was saying so jia lat.sat still gt class.everyday travel up n dn n stuff like tt sure tire myself out.hw cum so jia lat...
the fact was..i m slping cos i m bored.not cos i m tire.n my timetable is not stressful at all.got off days some more. but cos my previous off day i went out,but she tot i gt sch.aiya. jus feeling bad. time for some reflection.



so angry.he actually dint reply my msg.hw m i suppose to return the slping bag..haiyo~

yawn. early this morn went watch lakehouse w law n bao.the show isnt tt bad.jus that not very logical.wana go find the korean version. heard its much much nicer.

was late for class.haha..abt 15 mins late.well..the lecture haven really started.the rest of the lecture was a torture. boring.n worse thing was...dun really understand the whole ting!! the lecturer tok so so much,but is like no one knows if they are relevant.he is like an alien to me.

lucky for me.i m not alone for this lecture too.realise charles was jus rite in front of me during break time.so sat with him.got to know jin li ltr on too.he is from tpjc!haha..my senior.stay in east too!great..dun need tk train hm alone le..wahahaha.forming a study grp w them n some of the other gals.hope it works.n ya!kairi in the same lecture also..feels tt he is really like fauzie..actions n the way he talks...almost the same! anyway.really glad tt i m not alone.haha.realise in uni.its jus easy to know frens.everyone is jus old enough to know hw to be friendly...eh..m i making sense?haha

anyway ytd lecture was great!Econs...nv study b4.but still can understand.lecturer was good...fiona in the same lec as me!! found out today tt jin li also same econs class..

blading tml w bao. i m prepared to fall more than 10 times again!