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    Thursday, May 25, 2006
    10:12 PM

    slack @ home whole day. shoik. like so long nv stay @ home on a weekday le. peaceful thurs 4 me. feeling great~

    i actually found out that i fear seeing him
    recently heard a song tt reminds me of our sad moments when we were 2gether
    it was amazing, tt hw i manage to tolerate him in e past
    but somehow i did
    mayb its cos he did changed

    we dint haf a smooth sailing relationship
    but every1 tot we were so loving
    mayb we r
    yes we r

    miserable, but i jus dun mind going thru them
    i duno y
    mayb i do regret,once tt i wanted to leave him
    someone advised me to leave him 2
    but jus dint bear to
    mayb if i was bad enuff back den
    i wun haf to go thru so much today

    i m suddenly scared of him
    mayb fear to be hurt again?
    thking of our bad past make me feel worse

    i know he tot tt i 4gif him
    but in fact
    i dint
    stayin in contact w him doesnt mean i 4gif rite?
    i wanted to stay away frm him, as much as i wanted to go near him
    contradicting yeah?

    crazy me la.
    cant write on le
    jie asking me dota w her frens.
    when i cant even play.
    gona try.