"To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore.
It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret.
Letting go isn't about winning or losing.
It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past.
Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness.
It's not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn't about loss and it's not about defeat.
To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on.
It is having an open mind confidence in the future.
Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing.
To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow.
It's about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up.
It is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy.
To let go is to open a door, and to clear a path and set yourself free."


*COngrats sU!! winks =)

wahaha.travelled from east to town,from town to west, den from west bck to east today. crazy rite. lol.crazy thou. but 2day is jus a simple n happy day hanging out w my frens. =) too bad cant make it in time to cycle. reach the shop too late le...

fren reminded me. yah.. its june le. but... well.. guess tt it impossible le ba.
wat was mentioned to me months ago might jus b another pack of lies. so of cos, cant tk them seriously. lolx


hmm...shldnt haf told fio abt mad tt time. den she wun thk so much. haha..we r jus 2 unlucky souls.

dota last nite w jie frens. damn stress. sweat~. all pros there. n its jus my FIRST game! kp dying. ha ha.

i simply love my frens. they make me luff n turn crazy over all the funny stuff~~~ wa ha ha. winks*

omg~. jus found out frm bamboo blog tt su got 27 cats nw??? 27?? or did i c it wrong??ha ha

slack @ home whole day. shoik. like so long nv stay @ home on a weekday le. peaceful thurs 4 me. feeling great~

i actually found out that i fear seeing him
recently heard a song tt reminds me of our sad moments when we were 2gether
it was amazing, tt hw i manage to tolerate him in e past
but somehow i did
mayb its cos he did changed

we dint haf a smooth sailing relationship
but every1 tot we were so loving
mayb we r
yes we r

miserable, but i jus dun mind going thru them
i duno y
mayb i do regret,once tt i wanted to leave him
someone advised me to leave him 2
but jus dint bear to
mayb if i was bad enuff back den
i wun haf to go thru so much today

i m suddenly scared of him
mayb fear to be hurt again?
thking of our bad past make me feel worse

i know he tot tt i 4gif him
but in fact
i dint
stayin in contact w him doesnt mean i 4gif rite?
i wanted to stay away frm him, as much as i wanted to go near him
contradicting yeah?

crazy me la.
cant write on le
jie asking me dota w her frens.
when i cant even play.
gona try.

jus bak from school. yeah. school. ha ha. not uni la. back from tpjc. went bck collect cert.

reached there ard 12? wah.. the place becum so orange. wa ha ha. use to b so white n green. was wondering if they wana change the uni from green to orange. eh.. a orange uni? wierd ar? ha ha.stacey joined us ltr on, n we actually went bought cup noodle sit in the canteen eat.lol. chatted w mr yeo aft tt. had a long chat, abt 4 hrs? ha ha.. when we sit dn n chit chat always tok so so long de lo. ha ha..

went see the 'new' audi b4 we left,pretty nice. ha ha. no more full length mirrors there.sad. pple no longer can use the mirror b4 lectures. yeah. tts wat we do. mirror there were veri useful. esp having a lecture aft PE lesson. ha ha.

yeo told us lots of tings. wa. thk the sch fair really badly la. w my class lousy As results,we can actually be in the 6th position for physics. we used to b the last 3. ha ha. really regret for slacking so so much last time. for nw,whenever i c frens who r taking As, i will tell them , 'rmb study hard'!

saw tom jus nw. he greeted me with a knock on my head! @#@#$. ha ha. yaah. told him the same ting. study hard! dun end up like me. lol. uni is not as easi 2 gt in as we use to thk..

stupid me =x

pretty lazy to blog dese days. wonder y. jus plain lazy.

went swimming in the morn. no sun. but surprising still gt tan abit. ABIT nia la. ha ha..beta dan nth. n @ least, i exercised 4 dis week. lol. last week failed to exercise leh...

aft tt went the new cathay watch da vinci code. wa. really veri literature lo. but pretty nice.=)

lol. recently den realise hw someone change partner so fast. like no break time like tt. wa ha ha. mayb its like wat bao says. one overlaps the other. well, jus count myself suay tt i m one of the victim....ha ha ha

new skin. ke ke.. nice ar?

LEAVE
I've been waitin all day for ya babe
So won't you come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever

(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way, ohh?br> (Now that you're here, boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say

[CHORUS]
Get out (leave) right now
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now)and I can't wait
For you to be gone
Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why)
How I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right
But you was just a waste of time(waste of time)

Tell me why you're lookin so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone

(So now after all I've said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but?br> (To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way

~[CHORUS] ~

I wanted you right here with me
But I have no choice, you gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin
With every word I'm sayin
I gave up everything
I hadOn something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyes? owwhhh?owwhhh?

GET OUT!!!!

[CHORUS] x 2

Get out (leave)...
You and me
It's too late (now)
Bout her (who) (why)
You said that you would treat me right(oooohhh)
But you was just a waste of time(waste of time)

Last day. Kinda miss the place. kinda miss the pple. one aft another asked me to extend a few more days. but i jus dint. bad ar me? ha ha..mon dey gona go by a new process without me ard, so if i suddenly extend will disrupt their system. so beta nt ba. feel really bad leaving them when the vol is cuming up....

really warming,with all the wishes cuming to me.wishing me gd luck n all the best!ha ha.. funny raymond still tell me "study finish le cum bck be our manager ar"... n alexis whisper to me " when becum manager dun sit on float ar"...haha... ha ha.. damn funny. onli pple wking in my office.. will understand abt the float joke...lol

so fun working 6 mths at scb. i will not 4gt everyone!

alexis- 1 who will cum n call 'yu-er' den tickle n dee siao me
shirley, mei ting, janice- dose who i always seek help frm.my lunch partners too
adrian- remember him as uncle tay.no gentleman.lol.but suprising still offer 2 help w entires during peak period
Anna- weird but nice.shall remember her as the meditation lady.haha
Sera- one who always ask me check stationary.=x
Brandon - discoman(as wat ade n teong name).guy who dese 2 always relate me w.but we r not related! nice guy thou.can tok crap w him.always do data entry de.less wk for me! gd luck 4 his upcoming exams!
Raymond - crappy,hokkien guy.hope he did go batam to find his $200 lady to replace me!haha
LPL - Mr approver. haha. teong's lao gong. friendly,old grandfather =)
Allan - Caring n thoughtful assistant manager. nice guy!
Siew Chin - Boss. motherly. dun hate her at all actually. "float lady" =X
maxyne - see her means work cums. ke ke..
yan si n gang - chat mates @ wk
Michelle - veri cute gal!

wow!! tts alot of pple!!i miss scb. ha ha

yawnz. going SIM early tml morn.hai.wonder wat happen dis yr. bad tings happen one aft another. all gt rejected.sianz.
anyway. really gona thx wynn n brandon for providing me w all e info on SIM.

12/5/06
feel so active today!! ha ha. went jogging jus nw. ran 2.4km. phew. cant believe i can finish the run. so long nv run le. thk abt a yr le lo. really misses dose training days. ha ha. yawn. tire. Zzzzz time...

cute rite? not me la. my youngest cousin!=)


Familiar car yeah? yes, e car in MI3?? lolx


Mushroom n sock


a picture w the car ;)

11/5/2006
another day pass. wah, realise tt i loving my wkplace more n more.though tire,but i can actually enjoy myself @ wk. ke ke.. the pple there r funny n nice. crapping always. esp dese 2 days when there is 'no gov' @ all,nt my boss,nt the next dept boss,nt our big boss. all not here! wahaha.working like hell,lots of tings to do.but still gt entertainment.craps from raymond.dee siao from alexis(tickling me always cos ade nt always 4 her 2 dee siao le! )... n sometimes chat w yan si abit here n there. listening to her n pek xi tok could b fun (cos i dun haf the time to join in their conversation.lol)
is it cos i m leaving sn,tts y i suddenly enjoy wking there. i guess i will miss the place. the pple. 6 mths working there. i cant believe it. it jus creates another chapt of my life =)

gana rejection le. hai. wait on 2 the nxt reply.
~always look on the bright side of life , dudu~ dududududu~ ~~

ok i admit. i m crazy le.

yawn yawn


nw i know part of the ans.nasty u

*hair stands*. jus finish watching incredible tales. scary, scary~~

had wanted to blog ytd, but somehow jus cant log in,
anyway, had a fun n relaxing day ytd. took half day off. watched MI. really nice movie! had a fun day w my 2 darlings ytd. we even walked in the heavy rain. romatic rite? ha ha.. n we reached far east drenched. freezing cold! they gt me a pair of really nice n earrings n a necklace there ( so-called their belated bdae gift?). really like them. thx lots!! darlings ar, dun wear no friction de slipper out le, i scared one day i will slip together w u all!! lol =P

3 mths jus pass like that
amazing hw i have survive thru
but i m proud to announce,i did
u once took me on a roller coaster ride
but u make me fell off it
fell off real hard
injuries all over
it wasnt easy to recover
tt lousy scene haunt me for sm time

frens advise n tell me the same tings
i understand
cos tts wat i will tell my fren if she happens to b the one
but
y is it so hard when its on u?
if only actions is as easy as words

many times i really wonder wats ya intentions
wat is it on ya mind?
for dose words even aft ***********
for *********
wat is it that u wan?
i dun feel like caring
n i trying hard not to
i m jus thking too much

once i tot tt i could believe u
but u prove me wrong
e day when i saw tt ring
e time when u said ****
tt day when i saw ****
n every other tings
u make me haf the determination
to 4get u totally

i admit
its hard
i duno y
there r jus many tings tt reminds me of us
i hate listening 2 songs tt reminds me of us
it jus arouse my emotions

i wonder if its a gd ting tt we r still frens
tt we still contact
but somehow
i dun feel like letting go our friendship
or is it smth more dan tt?

i shall jus live the way i wan
i shall enjoy life
i will live happily
hope he will too =)

quite long nv blog le~. actually 6 days nia la. wana go 'low profile' 4 a week de. lol. busy everyday at work. tts all i can say. really veri busy!sianzz....

anyway, got myself a new pair of sandals, a watch, a belt, tops...quite alot of tings hor. bought mother's day gift also le, cost me a bomb! n i officially declare - i m broke!! lol. wondering if i shld still gt tt converse bag notz *scatch head*. wait till pay cum den decide ba! lol.

hmm hmm... joke of the week - the nose story =X....

omg~. so bad of me to make tt a joke. i m really bad!! but..haha..its really funny ma..

on hw pple said it....esp mushroom.. lol.. make me luff whenever i thk of it... lol

wahaha..
guess wat i did the whole evening? i look thru all the testi i once wrote for ***. . ha ha.. cant belif some of the testi i wrote. hmm.. ha ha.. i really said those things unknowingly.ha ha..
at least looking at them dun feel sad. jus feel.. ha ha.. so funny n cute~
but dose he wrote for me.... hmm... no comments~

Photos at scb

photos w my dear paradise ladies~