i love paradise gang~.
had lots of fun ytd w them. went kbox ytd. haha.. crazy n high moments!!sing n shout like crazy.got obsence moments also. 'lesbians' kissing n more...=x...wa ha ha. took videos n photos. will upload some sn. cant upload e obsence de, if nt i will b hammered.ops....
aft tt went shop shop. hmm... one word to descibe ytd = fun!

nite
was a fun day.but hm le..smth nt rite.of cos,dey quarrel.n pa mood no gd scolded me 4 no discipline, always out, dunno hw 2 teach mei.....blahz
sort of sick of my controlled life.
but
thk i also abit too much le.anyway, come to thk of it. no one live in a 100% perfect family. my life is controlled. but i nd not worry abt many things.eg. i need nt worry abt my uni school's fee n stuff like tt.parents settle it all. hmm..dunno la. jia jia you ben nan yan de jing ba...

went out for dinner w them lo. by then real late le. but aft tt went for smth really interesting!! i went for rally~!! haha.. opposition team n pap de. really interesting. saw the opposition tok bad abt the gov, n how the pple clap n cheer hearing them..haha....
den pap de... happen to hear Goh Chok Tong tok.. hmm.. the way he talk really diff... so organise, clear..

home le real late.lazy to blog. overall. ytd = fun n interesting~!

Home not long from a swim. 10 laps + 2 warm-up laps. feel so active. ha ha...

had lunch w anna, janice n bao 2day at cartel. was sort of a farewell lunch.anna's treat.abit ex,sort of pai seh leh =X.
learnt quite abit abt meditation from anna.its such a chim thingy.imagine youself at st john island,not talking for 10 days, not even allow to talk to pple u know, not even during lunch time, no hp. nth. totally cut off from the world. would u b able to tk it?tts the starting course for meditation. Anna went. hmm...actually sounds pretty interesting.Going somewhere where u can get peace.silence. guess at such moments, its a time where u can really clear ya tots. but, isnt 10 days too long?ha ha
Janice pregnant le!!3rd baby le lehx.. but she still look so young n active. pretty mother. tts hw i name her. 4 months le. Congrats to her!!!
told my boss i quitting next mth le. date also fix le.keke. cant believe i wk there for 6 mths le. gona miss the place when i leave.... tml ade last day ..sob sob...
apart frm my own wk,gona take over her job from nxt week onwards = more tings to do~.. ha ha.. will be busy busy nxt few weeks i guess...
adebao. will miss working w u. wahaha.. winks*
yeah~ photo taking session tml~~

went try kent ridge prata tt day.finally!! aft hearing abt it for so long. eh, not too bad la. any1 wana go try jus go bouna vista(corrected) tk bus 200 n sit all e way. ke ke =)
headed to SIM aft tt. pretty nice building, nice place. but, inconvenient. when i alighted from bus,look ard...all trees. ha ha.
hmm.. quite amazing on hw different different lives can b.heard stories of pple's life, jus seems so dramatic. luks like scences tt u will only c on tv. but somehow, dey r so true. even for my own life, like my love life , is so dramatic.
anyway, welcome my dear bamboo bck 2 spore. n thx for tagging once u bck. i m so touched.*puke*. lol. ha ha.. quite shock tt nite chat till so late..i still compling ques for u hor !! =p

* thx law 4 ya gift!

woo~!! found my pass!!!
ha ha. home ard 9 ytd. search high n low for my pass. cant find. sian 1/2. slp real early ytd. was so troubled. pass missing.
but but...
ha ha.. reach office 2day, mei ting actually haf my pass!!! she also duno hw it ended up w her. but nvm, found jiu nw. yeah =)
*sry law. treat u nxt tym k! =)

haiz..
suay..
super unlucky 2day..
-early in the morn, 5.30 gana woke up by stupid noises.
-reach office, realise tt my office pass is missing,nt in bag!
- sianz 1/2. went pantry take drink.scald myself.hot water onto my rite hand 3rd finger!pain when writing..argghh..
enuff of unlucky events. so worried abt where my office pass is. went home during lunch hour search 4 it but to no avail. Tot it wuld b hm.where could it b.such a big pass. gt key on it lo!hw can i drop till duno? y m i so so blur~~~. argghh...
if really missing den gona pay ba, but tt doesnt matter, jus feeling so irresponsible. bad feeling. hate it. really bad day.hope 2day end sn.hope tml will b a beta day. wish i can find my pass when i home! anyway, thx ade 4 going home w me jus nw despite the heavy rain. =)

* praying hard. hope i find it sn~!!!

sh!t.
sh!t.
nth is goin well 4 me at all.. from family to relationship. none.damn.
wat haf i done wrong to get all dis!
damn.
every 3 steps i walked,i took 2 steps bck.
i dun wan to live in dose memories.
i nd of get out.
will u let me.
n
i need peace.
i need them to jus kp quiet n go slp nw.
noisy.
damn~

omg~. heard tp gona against hc netball for their 1st match nxt monday. HC again.anyway,all the best gals!!really feel like going watch. but gona work.. @#$##$@.
will wan go watch the finals ba. end of may i thk. by den guess i quit le. if not, i shall tk leave! yeah. i kinda miss netball.miss dose training days. so fun,so lively.

woohoo~. haa.tellin all frens tt i told i wan learn blading. i noe hw 2 blade le!!
cant believe it.went beach again 2day!met up w my long tym no contact de pri sch fren.keke.cycle n blade.finally found some1 who cycle real fast. so so much faster dan me. so nice cycling fast. feeling the wind~. cool
thk i fall more than 10 times today!!yes.more than 10 times!so pai seh n butt hurts.lol.anyway really lucky 2day.met lots of nice pple when learnin.thx tt uncle for telling me hw 2 stand up aft falling.thx tt pro skater 4 all his tips.haha.the pro skater really pro. gt many blading stunts!shuai ge somemore.=x. thx tt shop de guy 4 helpin me up e slope 2 return e blade. guess all pity me 4 falling so many times.ha ha.cant blade really well yet. but @ least can go up n dn e learning area. still dun dare go blade rd e park =x
went PP walk n shop aft tt. arghhh.. spent lots of $$ 2day! broke~
to : pple who complain 2 me 4 nt jio-ing them 2day! reason simply, i dun wan u all to c me fall! ha.
tire. body aching. wonder its too much exercise or fell too many times. Zzzzz.

* thanks weiyi 4 teaching me to blade!!

* Happy Birthday WYNN!!!

~it's not easy to 4gt someone,esp someone impt dat u luv.Do give yourself some time. time heals all wounds, takes away pain, enables one to forget. so while u r trying to take your mind off something/someone, focus your energy on other things in life. pick up a sport, start working on a hobby, or just spend more time with friends and family...no use pining for someone who has decided to move on. so jia you ! ~

Saw the above on my fren's blog. Find it rather true n meaningful =).
11.44am nw. at wk. Going 4 lunch soon!

2nd entry 4 e day. still @ wk. nth to do =X. lol. knocking off soon..
frens ask me abt my previous entry, abt me not being myself? well.i also duno exactly wat to tell them..
My brain cells are damn active recently. kp thking of many tings~..argghh..dey r out of control!!ha ha.hmm ,something also strikes me recently, i once did hurt someone quite badly also. i thk i did. if i did, hope the pain he gt wasnt tt kind of piercing pain. hope his life is great nw. i will wish him all the best~! so bad of me too....

aiya, too lazy n tire 2 blog on. feel tt i crap lots of rubbish above. jus sian nw. yawnz. shall wait till knock off~~~

* Happy Birthday Chun Hong

yawnzzzzz. at wk nw. slpy.slpt pretty late 4 e past 2 nites. tire.
finally finish watching my er mo zai shen bian ytd.well, took me sm courage to finish watching e whole show.. many scenes in the show jus remind me of many tings. lots of memories. stopped watching tt time @ e 2nd espi, n... onli cont watching sm time aft. funny me rite? ha ha ,anyway,really nice show~ both the family n love story r really touching. but most of my tears flow cos of the familiar scenes.ha ha. loving story. but, still feel tt true n long lasting love doesnt exits. not at dis stage of life ba. mayb...

jus hm from my prata trip. well, the cheese prata there is pretty nice, @ least it taste much beta compare 2 the one in cs foodcourt!but heard kent ridge de still nicest.shrugs.no idea, nv try b4.
it really crazy of us, to go all the way there to eat n actually found out tt dere is branch in tam!..ha ha.. crazy us. but of cos, we dint go clementi jus 4 tt prata,but for sm other "business" also.
did sm thking recently. feel tt...hmm...seems tt i nt really bck to my usual self yet. smth is still nt rite. mayb i do know wat it is. dear frens, if i m bad any time, tell me or bear w me k~! ha ha. guess i still making adjustments to my life. =)

arghh.sometimes can get really pissed by mei~.always touch my tings n worse, mess my things up. irritating.
dint blog e past 2 days.tire n lazy.ha ha.wana blog @ wk,but no tym.lol.pretty sian.there will be changes @ my wkplace again.so ma farn.wan quit.hmm...but cum to thk of it, i dun really hate my wkplace la.jus sick of e jobscope.lol.
btw,had a nice n long walk again tt day.~ =)
sort of sad. decided to postpone our www trip due 2 the recent bad weather, n hoping 2 put it on a weekday. went eat venecia ice cream today instead.pretty nice.esp the dark chocolate.yummy~ . haha. had a hard time looking 4 e place lo.circling the area many times. e funny ting was aft tt went to the wrong carpark.gt the wrong place where the car was park.@ least i m not the onli blur one. =X.haha..went 2 e beach again today. n...guess wat!i cycled in jeans. lol. funny seh~..
tire tire, pa said wana go all e way to clementi for prata tml morn!rare. beta slp sn..yawnzz...


*thx wynn for all ya treat. winks*

guess wat happened 2day, was halfway thru my wk when suddenly my left eye went blur.tot i so gong,drop contacts till duno. but wat alexis n ade said shocked me, my contacts was stuck @ e bottom of my eye!was like "shit,hw m i going 2 get it out". lucky,it wasnt tt difficult,but the lens was so dry tt it actually gt folded,the ends sticking together,n at the bottom of my eye.so dry tt i cant even unfold it to put in bck.
went to the optical shop to seek help(lucky tt r many optical shops near my office!).well,.was told tt i gona soak it 4 an hr so tt my lens can unfold.so bought a case..pple @ tt optical shop were nice.lucky me. =)
went 'half blind' during lunch time den.looking like an idiot,walking ard w an eye close.haha.thx ade, for covering my wk when i went to the shop. winks*.
rest of the day was busy. data entries kp piling. wk wk n wk. actually had plans aft wk. but raining. so decide to cancel it.
tear abit last nite.well,norm dun c my mms inbox de.happen to c thru my phn last nite n realise i still gt dose mms from him. well, 3 mms w swt words from him. hmm..read le gt sm funny feelings, nt piercing pain tt i once felt, but jus a feeling tt i duno hw to describe... sometimes really wonder, hw m i nw? m i okie?m i being myself dese days?wat m i thking?haha. cant gif myself any ans at all lehx....hmmm
*law, thx for reminding tt i m skinny again!! =p

hmm hmm.. pple kp asking me hw my new hair.well well, not really tt bad la. bck still as long. jus trim abit nia. but got a short fringe. looks nerdy lehx. e hairdresser still tell me "cut shorter, u will look nicer". i was like NO WAY!.. haha
was told tt i m skinny again. ha ha..yeah i know. will try to eat more k.will try.lol.(anyway i ate lots 2day k!!ha)
anyway had a busy day at wk.starting of mth. more tings to do. wonder hw long more shld i wk there. still deciding. guess wking till may ba..hmm hmm.
sianzz. ma is crazy again. guess both jie n i cant tk it anymore.she is e one doing harm to the family.how can we wake her up, make her realise her wrong-doings.haiz. no one can understand wats going on. world war 3~

jus finish watching campus superstar. zhiyang won.woo.. actually both teresa n zhi yang r as gd. dun mind any of them winning. ha ha.but jun yang still the best. the way he sing so attractive. lol.somehow feel tt guys who sing or play piano are really attractive....ke ke
anyway had a fun day ytd. went cycling w ade. she li hai la...learnt hw to cycle in a veri short time!we even cycle round the whole of pasir ris beach!cool~
Do haf to thx him for teaching me so many tings la.tis includes cycling.but , is he worth me thanking? haha.. duno. some things jus disturb me at times.
I will survive on! =)

had a new hair cut today. thk tt i look funny nw. #@$#%$@#.

* Happy Birthday SU!!